It's been decided, I have to stay home in sick-leave from the doctor because of my blood-pressure. I thought I was prepared for this kind of news (he already mentioned it 4 weeks ago) but still, now that it's reality, some tears appeared. Especially because of some reactions from my sister and father.
Good thing I already bought the Winnie The Pooh kit, because I'll have to watch the money a bit closer now, so no more new stash for now :(
Hopefully a stitchy update soon.